shaboom!

basically im head over heels for this lady....i can't describe the feeling when im close to her.....i melt when im on the phone with her. When we kiss its like the moon and the stars above collide. Shes the one i want....
basically ^_^

still smitten

till next time

-Tony-

I have an undying love for.....

Writing and music. Video games is another gaming in general but those three its always been music writing and video games. I can never figure out why or what got me into creative writing. I guess it was my lack of being able to express myself in words...like physical speech. I am way better at writing things down on a computer screen then on paper though. I feel like i have horrid handwriting. With the music i guess it was a passion for listening to things and enjoying them. Making music on a nintendo gameboy however struck me as a bridge between my childhood and now. I remember when i was a kid all i would do is play gameboy. I guess as a music tool some of my songs are telling a story. Thats where my creative writing side kicks in. When you boil it down im just a creative thinker. I dont even know why i started this post i just wanted to write and see where it went. Its late/early and im tried but cant sleep. On that note ill leave you with this video



^_^

till next time

-Tony-

Me at halloween pulsewave open mic!!!!!

2010 Oct 30 - Pulsewave - Open Mic Part 4 from EM Dash on Vimeo.

can i get a wu tang!

till next time

-Tony-

Shes all i need to get by.....

^____^

im soooooo smitten


till next time

-Tony-

My new "set up"

have a look see!!!!

Deja Vu

my fav videogame music in metal style


till next time

-Tony-

yes!

She is all i need!!!!!


....not that shes 15 but shes much older <3

till next time

-Tony-

lots of things

have been going my way!!!!
^_^

till next time

-Tony-

love love love

so smitten right now
praise god ^_^ <3

till next time

-Tony-

Fan made necro vdieos.....BY WOMEN!!!

so cool ^_^

till next time

-Tony-

3DS official release date

Feb 28th in japan...sometime in march the rest of the world...
i cant wait!
3d gaming without glasses
better graphics overall
and so much more

here is a promo video



till next time

-Tony-

Theres this girl that i like....

Shes perfect...even tho shes turned me down a couple of times shes still talking to me...i think about her all the time and idk if i can stop...she has goals and a great sense of humor....shes also very very beautiful...-sigh-

anyways wish me luck guys

hopefully im not like Stan from southpark



xD

till next time

-Tony-

Whats wrong with this picture?

There are two guys. Their both sitting at a local pub chatting about the here and now. Sports, the boss who they both cant stand, the new accounts coming in among other things. The subject of women comes to the table. Reluctantly one of the men gets up from the bar. He explains he must take this call. He goes to a quiet par of the pub and picks up the phone. Its his ex wife. Shes nagging again and threating to take the children away from him. "You take my rights away and so help me Cindy I will bury you!" he shouted. People near him look in shock but he does not care for their stares. Its funny how even over the phone she could be such a bitch the man though to himself. After she hung up on him he looks to where his friend is sitting at the bar. There was now a young looking girl in his place. He walks over to them both and extends his hand. The man introduces them to each other. The man who was on the phone is simply taken by the beauty. They talk and talk and drink and drink for what seems hours. Four a.m. closing time. The trio walk out the bar to the unforgiving street. They walk a couple of blocks to the train where the man with the angry ex wife says to the other two that its too late and they should hail a cab. "Taxi!" is his battlecry. He has slain the prey, a cabbie arrives. The three get in the yellow cab and head uptown to the womens apartment...with intentions to drop her off of course. She has another motive however. "Come upstairs guys! Have a cup of coffie...you know to take the edge off." The two men look at each other and silently agree. Upstairs the window has a great view of the city. As the young girl fumbles around in the kitchen clinking around the two men are left to their own devices in the living room. "Does she want to...you know." one man say to the other. "Only time will tell." says the other slyly. Out of the kitchen comes two cups of coffie and the beauty. She sets it out on the center table and they begin to talk. "I have a proposition for you two gentlemen." the beauty says as she stand up. "Here it comes." thinks one of the men. "How would you like to make fiffty grand each?" the beauty exclaimed. The smarter and hornyer of the two men said "Sure...as long as we get desert." the other man just couldnt believe what is happening. "I don't know...my ex wife is mad at me already..." the concerned man said as he wiped his brow. "All you have to do is take a package to said destination and walk away." the beauty went behind the couch and pulled out a silver breifcase. "Whats in the case?" "You don't need to know...but your money will be wired to your bank accounts." said the beauty. "What have you been stalking us?" said one man. "More like scouting." the women said with a laugh. The men agree to the job. They have nothing to lose and everything to gain. They both hate their job and one of them hates his ex wife. They walk out of the apartment with the case. The man without the angry wife tells the other to take the case home. He agrees and they part ways. Morning comes. Instead of heading off to the office they both meet at the pub and take an unmarked rented car to the destination which is in the middle of the industrial sector. Noone around but old electrical equipment. They get out of the car and drop off the "package". Days come and go...their money comes as promised. So the question i have to you is Whats wrong with this picture? a happy ending among friends...that is never the case...both men were caught at the location by the FBI. Both were tried for acts of Bioterrorism. A sad end to a long friendship.

till next time

-Tony-

Videogame movies done right

Here is a fact among facts. Video game movies suck....well not all of them. I would go on to say that hollywood adaptations of video game movies suck...when it come to fan made films thats another story....

take this for example



...i saw this myself and it was pretty damn good

here is another example....



....i cant imagine a gritty pokemon universe but this movie looks soooo worth it ^_^


till next time

-Tony-

I got mad.....

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-Tony-

Dark love

Dark love....sitting in the shadows....awating for the kill....steel blades run cold....blood drenched sheets where she used to lay....shinny gold bars of nothingness....this is my kind of love.....my dark love....


till next time

-Tony-

I love you Rebecca!!!!!

i couldnt stop laughing after watching this....
so sick and morbid but funnny......

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/207608

till next time

-Tony-

birthday wishes

B day is coming in a little over a month and i cant wait!!!!!!
if yall love me or even care help me get these two things!


and....!!!!


those are the only two things i want....halp me get em!!!! :3

till next time

-Tony-

Still sick

I was doing a little digging and found some stuff

original:


Redone:


....thats not all folks

original:


Redone:


...till next time

-Tony-

The Room

Check out this movie...its been all over the place for its "bad acting"

Here is the trailer:


till next time

-Tony-

My computer....the never ending saga

MY computer is a beast!!!!!! I sent it back because it wouldnt power on...i got it back and now i have another problem that i have to send it back again....apparently my monitors wont detect a signal...no visual...which sucks....
here are a few pictures of my beast:



...ill be waiting for it...if i dont get it in tip top shape i want my money back

till next time

-Tony-

I.....

tend to take things way too personally. I guess when i was a kid i never fully developed a outer shell that shields certain things. For example...if I feel rejected by a women ill tend to take it as "why me" instead of "her loss" and im not sure why im just built that way. I takes me longer to get over certain things. Sometimes i feel cheated by my peers when they joke on me. I tend to hold grudges. I enjoy a good fight. I hate the fact that i cant find the right person for me. Most of my friends tell me the same thing...its about apperence and how i present myself. WTF? like for real? i mean what am i supposed to do wear a suit everywhere? i dont understand that and i guess i never will. I know i tend to jump into things when my feelings are involved and the outcome is always negative. i have never once stood anyone up. Im always the nice guy...i tend to get smacked in the face alot and treated like a human doormat. This is why i have a rage towards certain people....its a quiet rage tho. Like i wont outright punch someone or something....i mean ill think about it and then simulate it in my mind for a while....but ill never do it because im a nice guy. Some people say im too nice and that that is my downfall. Women are extremely picky and im fucking tired of it. Im either to nice....or i rush things....wtf? there has to be some kind of middle ground where i can reach that women wont see it as being too nice or a total jerk....or being too slow or taking things at warp speed.

this is how i feel right about now....



like i just came off a really messed up heiron high and im crashing lol

till next time

-Tony-

GG ALLIN....this one is for the bad guy

i was still growing musically when GG ALLIN was around. I was still listening to kid stuff. Guns and Roses and Kiss to name a few. It wasent until i got into punk that i found out about him. Why did people hate him? Was he that much of a jerk? Listening to his music you'd think so. With songs like "Die when you die" and "Expose yourself to kids" you'd think he was some sort of fucking asshole. I did my research and found other tamer tracks like "Bored to death" and "Live fast die fast" which were tame meaning his appereance and style was to that of an Iggy Pop knock off. Personally i think his music is an art form rarely seen today. The art of shocking someone isnt in music today. Its all autotuned garbage

heres one of his songs


the announcer sounds oddly like that dude from the anime AKIRA when they are having the worshiping ceremony in the street.....funny kids dont do this....oh wait



xD

till next time

-Tony-

Harder than you think

To me it's my little slogan that defines me as a person. I got it from a public enemy song of the same name. Like Chuck D says "Harder than you think is a beautiful thing". It just shows that you've been here for a while now you aint going anywhere and your never gonna stop what you are doing no matter how hard people try to bring you down.

here is the song:


till next time

-Tony-

World of Warcraft V.2.0

Long story short I got hacked and my toons got deleted. I called Blizzard and they couldnt do anything but offer me free game time....which is fine by me...sorta....i think my highest was level 45 and it took me like 2 months to get there.....playing off and on....if I play like i plan to play now i should be double that in 3 months....anyways here is an funny video about WoW



funny i know!!!!!!

***UPDATE***
just downloaded the client to my lappy (since my beast desktop isnt here....thats a whole other blog post) so i should be playing in no time.

***UPDATE*** V.2
got my toon up to level 9 and its like 7 am.....god i love this game!!!

till next time

-Tony-

Battle music

I have a soft spot for JRPG's. Esspecally since they have great battle music. Here are some of my fav's from some of my fav games.







...all done by the same composer MOTOI SAKURABA pretty neat stuff
^_^

till next time

-Tony-

Could not sleep so i....

Went into my old movie mode and decided to watch The Lost Boys. Hoping it would put me to sleep. I ended up watching the whole movie. It is one of my fav movies of the 80's other then The Goonies. Its about vampires, not twilight vampires but real blood sucking mother fuckers ^_^. Need I say more?

here is the theme song
very atmoshpereic and to the point
*note the video sucks just listen to the music*


till next time
-Tony-

On the subject of mashups

Here are some mashups from videogame themes to rap that i enjoy hope you enjoy em too












.....dont think i forgot about Vanilla Ice!!! xD


till next time

-Tony-

Lady GaGa mashups

I've grown to love and hate lady gaga. I do enjoy a good mashup tho.
Here are some of my favorite Lady GaGa ones:



....this one was shown to me via josh via the interwebs via aim lolol


till next time

-Tony-

Dreams and love life

I had a weird dream tonight so weird in fact i dont wanna go back to sleep. In this dream its me just sitting around my house just chillin. Suddenly out of nowhere i get this itch on my wrist where one of my seven tattoos are and i start to scratch. Its really really itchy. when i look at the affected area its red and theres a some skin coming off. So naturally i pull the skin back or up or around and my tattoo comes off but the skin underneath is fine. So i go on to my other tattoos and start peeling them off my skin one by one. No blood or nothing just as if i was peeling. Anyways half way through the process i woke up. Im spooked and i dont know what that all means. I just thought id share that with you guys.
In other news
I was told by a friend (you know who you are homegirl) that the reason I tend not to have lasting relationships is because I move to fast and I need to take things slow. I totally agree with her on this point...so much so that i've stopped all advances i could have or would have made in terms of having a relationship with this certain female friend.
Im a pretty sappy romantic so here is a song for you...


till next time

-Tony-

I found this funny

I don't like newer punk rock or pop punk as much but i found this funny and thought i'd share it with you guys



....mind you this is a cover of a cover of a real news story
here is the original



man Antoine Dodson might be a little diffrent but he saved his sister in her time of need
and remember "WE GON FIND YOU!" xD

till next time

-Tony-

Josh leaving Dance on fire!

Pulsewave....where dreams happen? RainbowDragonEyes was headlining and he did not dissapoint. It was pretty awesome shit. ^_^
here are some of his songs





here is his other project magic hammer
he played this song as well...



....needless to say i creamed my pants xD
on a sad note my boy josh is going away for college....ill miss him and cant wait to see him ^_^
here is the link to his facebook account!!! Friend him he's a pretty cool guy
facebook.com/strippedwalrus

anyways til next time

-Tony-

Me and Relationships

I am REALLY (i type it all in caps because i am frustrated) REALLY tired of this relationship bullshit. I havent been in one in a while and quite freaking frankly i really wanna be in one. I know most of the women (not girls) out there dont see much appeal in me. Maybe its because im a big guy...maybe its because im not as assirtive...but i dont know why. Im not vain by any means but i think im an attractive dude...i just dont know why people seem to not wanna go on dates or cancel on me at the last min or whatever. Remembering one girl telling me "No. Thank you." when i wanted to go to the movies...damn...like how you gonna do that. Another girl was like "Oh I wanna see what the boys in college are like.". The recurring problem is that these arent women there little immature girls. It just plan sucks that i cant find anyone. Im a member of free dating websites like OkCupid but even that seems totally antisocial. Im not looking for a random hook up or to get laid (even tho that would be nice that comes later) im looking for a deep meaningful relationship. Someone who has passion for me as much as i do them. There are a couple of women i would like to approcah but i dont know how. One i've known for a while, one i know from way back in the day, and the last one i just kinda met through a friend. What im saying is if all these roads lead nowhere whats next? More heartache, more suffering? I dont know i just want you guys to wish me luck. I mean i would like to know all these women on a another level but the question is do the want to know me on that level as well?



....i hope one day I will meet my fantasy girl and have a great long lasting relationship ^_^

till next time

-Tony-

A "music video" for my track AA and the Ocean by Marissa Bea

What else can I say other then thank you to Marissa for her visual tribute to my track AA and the Ocean.
Here is the video:


Thanks for doing what you do best....making weird faces xD (just teaseing)

till next time

-Tony-

Street Fighter Beat boxing???!!!

i saw this on Kotaku a couple of days ago and being an avid "Street Fighter" it made me smile ^_^
here it is:


hope you enjoyed

till next time

-Tony-

Flashing Lights...a WoW story

World of Warcraft. The name struck a cord with me back in 2004 when the mmo genre was pretty much an unknown to the media and gaming industry. The hardest of the hardcore gamer can tell you that there was Ultima Online which was the precursor to Everquest which was the precursor to World of Warcraft made by Blizzard. Blizzard known for their widely succsefful and popular RTS titles Warcraft seemed to want to push the genre of MMO to new hights of popularity. With Warcraft 3's popularty dwindling it just seemed right for the publisher to make something better then Everquest or Final Fantasy XI (Which i was playing at the time) Now WoW has made the MMO (massivly multiplayer online) game a house hold name. Everyone knows someone who knows someone who has played an MMO in some way shape or form. It seemed to have opened the flood gates to other companies jocking for possition to make the next World of Warcraft killer. What is the appeal of World of Warcraft? To me anyways it's a neverending quest for power. Something i think deep down all people want. With that said mmo's in general are like that now. Just a bunch of bragging rights and Flashing lights. For a person that recently got hacked i cant say if ill ever play the game again....who knows i might but until then who knows...all those hours gone to waste? nope!



till next time
-Tony-

Misfits and chiptunes

Yeah those who know me best know that i am a big big big misfit fan. My new found passion for 8-bit music merged with old school horror punk sounds like a great idea on paper and boy oh boy does it ever sound good on mp3 format. I have been blessed to be friends with Joshua Davis AKA BitShifter and he too is a "fiend" (the term coined for a misfit fan those that dont know) So when i heard that he was on a compelation that was all misfits songs in 8-bit style i had to listen...its like a dream and a nightmare (thats a good thing)

track list:
1. BuskerDroid – London Dungeon
2. Red Key Riot – Hybrid Moments
3. 8-bit Weapon – Die Die My Darling
4. Wizwars And Mercatfat – Bullet
5. Chibibo – Halloween
6. Mechloman – Saturday Night
7. Bit Shifter – AngelFuck
8. Baron Knoxbury – Some Kinda Hate
9. ComputeHer – I Turned Into A Martian
10. J. Arthur Keenes – Skulls

where to download:
http://calmdownkidder.com/records/releases/cdk041/

This is my fav track off the album...not because its BitShifter but because the vocals are spot on (like glenn danzig spot on)


my final thoughts on the album...if your a misfits fan download if your a fan of 8-bit punk rock covers download....fuck it just down load it now!!!! O.o

till next time

-Tony-

Forsaken World

This is the only Free to play MMORPG that im looking forward to in the coming year. looks great... here are some clips





.....chinese beta testing is going on as i write this and US beta coming soon
if you wanna know more about the game or regester for the US beta go to
http://fw.perfectworld.com/

till next time

-Tony-

Rise from your grave!

Im back! Yes I took almost a year hiadus from blogging on this website. In a nutshell lots of stuff has happend. This isnt the order it happend in im just going to rammble until i get to today...Broke up with a girlfriend, got dumped by someone who bought him groceries for his apprt. (you know who you are) Blipfest 2009 and chipshows in general have been my muse and savior. Most of the rest or 2009/10 i been going to open mic's played a couple of shows and released my first EP on cd in "hyper limited quantities" (pew pew xD). Those sold like hot cakes. Bought a new computer rig...had it brake down on me and having sent it back to the company little over a week ago...i will get it sometime in september tho. Had a misunderstanding with a close family member who is not in the picture anymore and most likely never will be. My cuzzo Jason is going to grad school....good for him bad for me im kinda slim on the friends department. My brother from another mother apprently couldnt soe his wild oats and is at wits end with his wife...it really sucks and i feel for him from the bottom of my heart...My good friend Josh is going to college upstate so thats another friend thats going away...a couple of josh's friends, or should i say one of josh's friends, who was close to me in a way is not no longer in the picture because of something he said pertaining to my mother...who has been in the hospital two times this year due to health complications...shes recovering nicely now but i had a scare and it was pretty scary...which brings me to today being the 20th....why did i come back to this site if im having so much drama you ask? I have come back because I saw that the last post I made was about turning 25. I am still 25 and i can report back to you guys growing up is a hard thing to do. Being an adult is no joke. Having bills to pay and worring where your next meal is going to come from is no joke. Being 25 is hard and i feel like i have risen from my personal grave to reclaim my rightful place in this world and document it on this website or at least try to...(epic i know) I'll be turning 26 on october 27th (duh!) which is two months and a week from now...has much changed has anything stayed the same? Im not sure. I have had one hell of a year already lets see how the rest pans out for me ^_^


-Tony-