I had a weird dream tonight so weird in fact i dont wanna go back to sleep. In this dream its me just sitting around my house just chillin. Suddenly out of nowhere i get this itch on my wrist where one of my seven tattoos are and i start to scratch. Its really really itchy. when i look at the affected area its red and theres a some skin coming off. So naturally i pull the skin back or up or around and my tattoo comes off but the skin underneath is fine. So i go on to my other tattoos and start peeling them off my skin one by one. No blood or nothing just as if i was peeling. Anyways half way through the process i woke up. Im spooked and i dont know what that all means. I just thought id share that with you guys. In other news I was told by a friend (you know who you are homegirl) that the reason I tend not to have lasting relationships is because I move to fast and I need to take things slow. I totally agree with her on this point...so much so that i've stopped all advances i could have or would have made in terms of having a relationship with this certain female friend. Im a pretty sappy romantic so here is a song for you...
Pulsewave....where dreams happen? RainbowDragonEyes was headlining and he did not dissapoint. It was pretty awesome shit. ^_^ here are some of his songs
here is his other project magic hammer he played this song as well...
....needless to say i creamed my pants xD on a sad note my boy josh is going away for college....ill miss him and cant wait to see him ^_^ here is the link to his facebook account!!! Friend him he's a pretty cool guy facebook.com/strippedwalrus
I am REALLY (i type it all in caps because i am frustrated) REALLY tired of this relationship bullshit. I havent been in one in a while and quite freaking frankly i really wanna be in one. I know most of the women (not girls) out there dont see much appeal in me. Maybe its because im a big guy...maybe its because im not as assirtive...but i dont know why. Im not vain by any means but i think im an attractive dude...i just dont know why people seem to not wanna go on dates or cancel on me at the last min or whatever. Remembering one girl telling me "No. Thank you." when i wanted to go to the movies...damn...like how you gonna do that. Another girl was like "Oh I wanna see what the boys in college are like.". The recurring problem is that these arent women there little immature girls. It just plan sucks that i cant find anyone. Im a member of free dating websites like OkCupid but even that seems totally antisocial. Im not looking for a random hook up or to get laid (even tho that would be nice that comes later) im looking for a deep meaningful relationship. Someone who has passion for me as much as i do them. There are a couple of women i would like to approcah but i dont know how. One i've known for a while, one i know from way back in the day, and the last one i just kinda met through a friend. What im saying is if all these roads lead nowhere whats next? More heartache, more suffering? I dont know i just want you guys to wish me luck. I mean i would like to know all these women on a another level but the question is do the want to know me on that level as well?
....i hope one day I will meet my fantasy girl and have a great long lasting relationship ^_^
World of Warcraft. The name struck a cord with me back in 2004 when the mmo genre was pretty much an unknown to the media and gaming industry. The hardest of the hardcore gamer can tell you that there was Ultima Online which was the precursor to Everquest which was the precursor to World of Warcraft made by Blizzard. Blizzard known for their widely succsefful and popular RTS titles Warcraft seemed to want to push the genre of MMO to new hights of popularity. With Warcraft 3's popularty dwindling it just seemed right for the publisher to make something better then Everquest or Final Fantasy XI (Which i was playing at the time) Now WoW has made the MMO (massivly multiplayer online) game a house hold name. Everyone knows someone who knows someone who has played an MMO in some way shape or form. It seemed to have opened the flood gates to other companies jocking for possition to make the next World of Warcraft killer. What is the appeal of World of Warcraft? To me anyways it's a neverending quest for power. Something i think deep down all people want. With that said mmo's in general are like that now. Just a bunch of bragging rights and Flashing lights. For a person that recently got hacked i cant say if ill ever play the game again....who knows i might but until then who knows...all those hours gone to waste? nope!
Yeah those who know me best know that i am a big big big misfit fan. My new found passion for 8-bit music merged with old school horror punk sounds like a great idea on paper and boy oh boy does it ever sound good on mp3 format. I have been blessed to be friends with Joshua Davis AKA BitShifter and he too is a "fiend" (the term coined for a misfit fan those that dont know) So when i heard that he was on a compelation that was all misfits songs in 8-bit style i had to listen...its like a dream and a nightmare (thats a good thing)
track list: 1. BuskerDroid – London Dungeon 2. Red Key Riot – Hybrid Moments 3. 8-bit Weapon – Die Die My Darling 4. Wizwars And Mercatfat – Bullet 5. Chibibo – Halloween 6. Mechloman – Saturday Night 7. Bit Shifter – AngelFuck 8. Baron Knoxbury – Some Kinda Hate 9. ComputeHer – I Turned Into A Martian 10. J. Arthur Keenes – Skulls
where to download: http://calmdownkidder.com/records/releases/cdk041/
This is my fav track off the album...not because its BitShifter but because the vocals are spot on (like glenn danzig spot on)
my final thoughts on the album...if your a misfits fan download if your a fan of 8-bit punk rock covers download....fuck it just down load it now!!!! O.o
This is the only Free to play MMORPG that im looking forward to in the coming year. looks great... here are some clips
.....chinese beta testing is going on as i write this and US beta coming soon if you wanna know more about the game or regester for the US beta go to http://fw.perfectworld.com/
Im back! Yes I took almost a year hiadus from blogging on this website. In a nutshell lots of stuff has happend. This isnt the order it happend in im just going to rammble until i get to today...Broke up with a girlfriend, got dumped by someone who bought him groceries for his apprt. (you know who you are) Blipfest 2009 and chipshows in general have been my muse and savior. Most of the rest or 2009/10 i been going to open mic's played a couple of shows and released my first EP on cd in "hyper limited quantities" (pew pew xD). Those sold like hot cakes. Bought a new computer rig...had it brake down on me and having sent it back to the company little over a week ago...i will get it sometime in september tho. Had a misunderstanding with a close family member who is not in the picture anymore and most likely never will be. My cuzzo Jason is going to grad school....good for him bad for me im kinda slim on the friends department. My brother from another mother apprently couldnt soe his wild oats and is at wits end with his wife...it really sucks and i feel for him from the bottom of my heart...My good friend Josh is going to college upstate so thats another friend thats going away...a couple of josh's friends, or should i say one of josh's friends, who was close to me in a way is not no longer in the picture because of something he said pertaining to my mother...who has been in the hospital two times this year due to health complications...shes recovering nicely now but i had a scare and it was pretty scary...which brings me to today being the 20th....why did i come back to this site if im having so much drama you ask? I have come back because I saw that the last post I made was about turning 25. I am still 25 and i can report back to you guys growing up is a hard thing to do. Being an adult is no joke. Having bills to pay and worring where your next meal is going to come from is no joke. Being 25 is hard and i feel like i have risen from my personal grave to reclaim my rightful place in this world and document it on this website or at least try to...(epic i know) I'll be turning 26 on october 27th (duh!) which is two months and a week from now...has much changed has anything stayed the same? Im not sure. I have had one hell of a year already lets see how the rest pans out for me ^_^